it's days like these....

(and weekends) where i wish i still had dance everyday.
when everything is just so crappy, but you know dance will make it all better and will take your mind off of everything. you just go in there and dance it all out. and even the people in there make it better too. it's such a good distraction and such good therapy.

that's why i wanted to sit out in the rain today (doesn't compare to dancing at all, but still). BUT it stopped raining! what the heck! it was flooding out there yesterday and today was sunny and windy and cold. i was so dissappointed. so i took a shower instead. not as good.

and saturday, i had the house to myself in the morning so i thought, "i'm gonna go out and run!." i was all pumped up, got almost completely ready when carrie texted me and said, "hey we're coming to drop the kids off right now!" WHAT.THE.EFF. i was so pissed. i should've just texted back and said "i'm out on a run! sorry, be back...NEVER!!" seriously. so angry. and i had to watch them till SIX OCLOCK. ON A SATURDAY. un.be.lievable. oh, and with NO FOOD IN THE HOUSE. seriously??

and holden. ohhh holden. how i dislike that kid. he has no respect at all for anyone. and if i tell him anything when his parents are home, he just says "you're not in charge of me!" like, are you kidding me?!?! he's horrible horrible horrible.

so yeah, this weekend was FUNNNN!! -____-
it wasn't like a weekend at all actually. and no, i don't get paid extra for this crap. if i have to watch the kids on saturday or if i have to watch them till 9 oclock on a week day. nothing extra for me. nope. not a chance.

ok, i should stop now before i break my keyboard because just thinking about all of this is making me angry all over again.
sorry for all the caps lock and such....hahha oiiiii

and i hope you all had a weekend that was nothing like mine!
buenos noches!